Worried

Lately, I've been quite worried about an acquaintance of mine. Quite frankly, I don't think the therapy is of any use for him; basically, at the moment it feels like he's just being drugged down which is quite a ommon way of fixing things these days, just give the patient his happy pills, and everything will be a-okay, at least that's how it feels from the posts he makes.

I also feel bad for not being so very talkative, which basically leads to being no support to the person :( I don't really know, why, and even if I could explain it, it'd most likely feel like a plain making up excuses, not a reason. So, if you're reading this: I'm sorry :( I'm just not the kind of person who can find the right words most of the time...

Still, I am worried...

*looks around*

''Scientifically'' ( or something like that, it's too long and I'm too lazy to look it up properly :P ) proven fact:
In presence of a dog, men develope back to children.
Under ''scientifically'' you should understand ''based on personal observations which most people tend to say are not right''.


And I only needed two tries to get back in my blog C: I lost the paper with my email and password a looong time ago. So, it's kina like ''let's try this combination and see if I'm lucky enough''.I know all my passwords, but the trouble starts when I have to log in anywhere else than deviantART, Neopets or Paypal xDDD If they ever decide to make sessions for Facebook, I'm screwed xD


Out of all the blogs I have added to my list of favourites on the computer ( long story... ), this one's the only one which is now being active at least for some time xD

Nghhh

Godsdammit, I don't understand what must a person do around here to be AT LEAST FOR ONE FUCKING TIME greeted at home with at least some sandwiches for breakfast ._. I leave for work at 5.30am, so I don't expect anyone to get up and make me some then, but when I return home, could I PLEASE have some?! D8< Instead, I am met with the eternal ''BOOHOO, YOUR MOTHER DID NOT LEAVE ME ANY MONEY!!!''.
Well, and what, could you explain, can I do about it, hum? D8<

When it's about the brat, then everybody runs and gets her anything she wants to eat and it's prepeared before she arrives at home.

In addition, the fucker has cleared the last sausages I saved for breakfast when I return from work ;n; They cost a lot, so I hope he eats and chokes on them! D8<

You know, a ''loving family'' looks somewhat different. Believe it or not, but people DO wait for others at home with warm dinner ( or, in my case, breakfast ) and they DO at least respect the fact that the package of sausages, tucked away in MY shelf could belong to ME ._.

And in a loving family, there are at least some hugs and cuddle.

Gonna kill you if you hug me.

I don't want to post this on dA as there it might call out floods of tears and other weird things. But I have to get this out no matter what, so the blog does ccome in hand once in a while.

I posted a journal on DeviantART with the title of ''Interview with characters. Nr. 2'' where yours sincerely Lady Troll spoke about a character of hers, Mero.

Now, when I posted it, I didn't think it would call out any reaction of the people, as, the way I can guess it, the deviant who tagged me, wanted to know more about my forest inhabitants rather than the other OCs I have ( which is fine by me since I mostly use the trolls anyway :P ). However, the reaction on one of the characters mentioned was a rather worrying for me.

In general, the person ( NOT the same person who tagged me ) said that they and Mero were quite similar at their level of evilness, and, when I mentioned that there is a difference between saying you're evil and will kill the one who hugs you and really stabbing the poor soul, the answer was that they would most likely do it if they were given a knife, large enough.

WTF? O.O

I really hope that at some point it was a joke.

I can't help but to wonder how immature or at what age the person is if they still play the ''badass''. However, I do not care if they play the badasss around their home or friends, or in chatrooms or anywhere else.

But.... for me as the person who created Mero in the first place, it is a rather weird situation. People say they are ''just like her'' and they'd kill if somebody hugged them etc. Mero... It is difficult to explain how or what she is. She wasn't made as the wannabe badass character or any ultra-feministic OC. She was made alone with the intention to create an evil character who does not need a reason to kill, torture or do whatever she pleases, if she pleases and when she pleases to do it. And that is that. Basically, if you get in her way when she isn't in mood for anyone getting in her way, you end up with your skull split open on a stone. Kindahard to imagine such a person in the real life.

And I do't even want to meet such person in the real life. A ''killer'' isn't good enough expression to describe Mero. A ''monster'' would perhaps be the best because that's what she is ( and I am NOT speaking about the kind of monsters Lordi fans know, but the kinds of you see in horror literature, maniacs and other dark people whom you wouldn't want to run into during both night and daytime ).
And then there is some person who comments and claims Mero is just like them. Makes me want to cry and laugh at the same time. This person obviously hasn't seen anything much in their lifetime, if they think it's just as easy.

Do you think killing is easy? What are your thoughts? One thing is to write about killing someone, yes, that's easy. But lately I have been thinking about how... How easy can it actually be, even more becasue I am nearing a part in a story I am writing where killiong has a rather bi meaning... and what would be the human's feelings about it?
Do you think it was just for the ''fun and being high'' that the warriors on ancient battlefields ( Celtic, Scandinavians, Balts etc. ) would use the so-called ''shrooms'' before a battle, getting themselves high? People really think killing is easy! Geesh, the movies and books these days have really set up a romantic version of murdering people: the hero goes, shoots the bad guys/cut them with sword/kills off ay other possible way and then leaves and lives happily ever after...

I have only one wish the people should follow. Don't. Associate. Yourself. With. My. Characters. Don't say you're just as evil as Mero is. If you were just as evil as she is, you'd be in prison a long time ago, in the sentenced to death block.
And finally, stop confusing me.

*sarcastic clap*

Why should I think what I say on Facebook? Is this some kind of dictation that has started spreading from Monsterboard over to FB, too? Or is it just the idiocity of a few people? That's what I don't understand :s Internet was made for expressing thoughts, but right now we get laughed at about things we say. In a quite sexist way, in addition.

I also sometimes don't understand why I'm watching the person on dA in first place, and why I am friends with this person on FB :s In most cases, it's really easy to not pay attention, but sometimes I just feel like taking a baseball bat and going and beating the crap out of some fuckin' ass.

Rant over. Thank you for attention and good night.

Lordi penguins

As a starter, I'd like to offer a picture of cute penguins to you ( which will have a meaning in the story, too ):

These adorable penguins were photographed by me years ago in Lithuania, at Klaipeda's dolphinarium. I think it was year 2004 or so. And they have a connection with this story.

I find that in the last time, Lordi fans are starting to remind penguins. They gather in flocks and groups, act hostile towards strangers and newbies that don't belong to their groups etc. And they show another interesting characteristics the penguins above showed, too. Let me tell about that first:

When we were at the dolphinarium, it was about the time when the penguins got their food. They were all standing around a door, waiting. The door opened, the keeper came in. But... he didn't bring any fish, he just got the bucket he had forgotten there earlier. No fish... and the penguins became grumpy. Instead of waiting for him to return, they decided to come in contact with the visitors behind the glass.

In a few minutes, the door opened again, and the same keeper came, carrying fish. The penguins, now angry about being fooled earlier, started pinching in his boots. Until he gave the fish to them. The penguins devoured the fish BEFORE they realised they didn't like them at all becasue it was the wrong kind. The keeper was now gone, and the penguins started yelling and bickering between themselves. The keeper came in one more time, again to get the bucket ( not the brightest mind there was, I see : ) and to tell the penguins to ''shut up''. They shut up, waited for a few moments till the keeper was gone for good and started yelling AGAIN.

Now, something in that behavior reminds me of Lordi fans. Let's see what happened when BfB was about to come out. Costumes were promised, and like the penguins, the fans waited for them. They saw them and they liked them at the first moment ( well most of them, anyway P: ). Then the video came out, and fans liked it AGAIN. It all happened before some of them realised that, in reality, they HATE them both.

The album came out, and everybody was again off to tell everyone else who were ready to listen how much they loved it, how 80's like it was, how good it is that Mr. L keeps to his dreams, how good everything is, how nice the songs are blah blah blah and so on, and so on. And then the tour dates were published. And the Breakfast Box came out, too ( though you gotta be an idiot to buy one : ). So let's pretend it's all one big, happy bucket of fish which Lordi hand over to the penguins... I mean, fans :P

And now, some fans or fan groups realize they don't like that fish at all. They hate it. They wanted a salmon, but got a herring, now isn't that a scandal! The fans who realized they got a herring, are those to whose country/countries the band doesn't come this year ( *sarcastic voice* I wonder, why and how did they suddenly realize it xD ). And now everything is bad.

The video sucks, the monsters aren't scary ( see ''I miss Lordi being scary'' group on Facebook for this topic : ), the songs are too pop-like, the whole era almost ''as bad as Arockalypse'' ( though I loved the Arockalypse, it's still my favorite Lordi album from those I have, I still need The Monsterican Dream *rolls eyes* ), the shows and lighting during them suck.

Ahem... and I am almost completely sure that the persons who complain now, are those who were the first to yell ''OMG, this is sooooo cool, how splendid etc.'' when all the news came out. The video sucks... the same people who hate it now, claimed it was the best Lordi video evaaah when it came out. Now they miss the horror videos. The monsters aren't scary... The same people claimed these were great masks, such a nice compilation of all the eras. The songs are too pop- or disco-like... The same people who whine now, said they liked them earlier because they were ''so 8o's like'' *rolls eyes again*. The shows and lighting suck... You can't see if they suck or not, if you have't been there. I can't see any ''bright pink and red'' lighting in the videos, where did they get the idea? And you can't judge the scenery and all when watching an iPhone video, get that in your heads, people! You have to be there in person to be able to say ''this sucks'' or ''this rocks'' xD

Somewhere in the middle, Mr. Lordi might come up and tell everyone to shut up finally. He's the zoo keeper. As soon as he's gone for good, the penguins... sorry, the fans... start bitching again :P

Lordi fans are penguins. At least part of them. At least from the characteristic point of view.

P.S. I don't say that everything the band does, is good, but yeeeeesh, some people should stop bitching about everything. Not everything's gonna always happen the way they like :s

My fair... crow???

Hehe, once again, I got persuaded that the crows living in trees around our house are far more intelligent thn some of the people living in apartments.

I can start with the fact that one of the birds has already noticed when it's the perfect time to come for a visit and beg for a treat. So, almost every day at 13PM, it's there and waiting patiently and a bit shamelessly for me to open the window and give it something to eat xD

Ayway, what I wanted to tell about, is not about a crow who wants to get something to eat. It is about a crow who has caught its own meal already:

Two days ago, I come into my room at the morning and see - it's snowing outside. Of course, I am in a total shock as the weather is too warm to snow yet. I start to watch more closely, and I discover it is not snow falling from the sky, but bird feathers.
Our neighbour in the 4th floor has an air conditioneer installed at the upper side of the window. And, whenever she turns it on and the air in her room starts to circulate, there is a stream of air coming out through a hole on the upper side of the box. Once, one of the crows sat down on it and got blown off more due to its own surprise than to the stream.

Anyway, the crows are very intelligent birds who are easy to teach new tricks. So, after the first time being blown off, they had a thought how to turn this ''enemy'' into an ally.

So, I lean out of the window to see what the hell is going on and why is it snowing. And what do I see? There is a large crow sitting on the air conditioneer box, holding a dead sparrow pressed to it with one leg and is removing its feathers quickly ( nobody likes to eat their meal with feathers still attached to it xD ). The air conditioneer is on, the air stream is flowing, and the crow uses the air stream to blow the feathers away from the sparrow.

After a few minutes, the crow took off and flew away, sparrow in its beak and looking very pleased with itself. And you know, the crow had the full right to be pleased with itself, because I doubt that any other bird ( and some people, too ) in its place would have had the mind and imagination to work the seemingly ''enemy'' over into a ''friend''.